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Thursday, October 27, 2005
12:29 PM
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The little star...

Written on the 11th of Oct 2005

为何

微笑中带着一丝悲伤

信任中带着一丝犹豫

欢笑中带着一丝孤独

期待一再的落空

心中的结有谁能解?

冻结的心有谁能了?

心灵的话语又有谁能懂呢...?

by hui...

things jus din happen d way i reali hope...

i guess all is fated to be bah..

thngs jus happen too sudden all at once tat i cant take it anymore..

finally break down...

tat 2 days...

from him to p=precious:

Dear..

I goin johor le..

Read ur letter tis morn..

hehe..tink i hav lotsa qns 2 ans u bah..

Leave it when i'm back k?

Take care if urself tis 2 days as well..

<3>

ME.........

bored..

- playin star majong.. (broke record)

- makin frenship band

- stayin at home rot

- waitin for my ans to d letter..

- waitin for somebody...

2 days later

from him to p=precious:

I'm on train liao..

R u?

hais i dunno wad's got into mi tis wk la..

but speaking e truth i did fell for yukiko tat 2 days..

Not minding to tell u..

i duno wad made mi felt so lah..

i'm frustrated wif myself as well..

cos tat wld b unfair to u..

but i jus cant control which i noe is not responsible of mi 2 do so.. =(

ME...

- sadden...

- mad..

- lost..

- extreme disappointed..

- finally broke down..

- lastly..

- given up...

can u c how great the difference is??

haiz...

i guess i hav gave in more den i tot..

somethngs are meant to let u noe but i dun hav d chance to say anymore..

or shld i say i chose nt to..

i somehow felt so betrayed..

felt so negative in life..

haiz...

lettin go seems hard..

but sometimes hurts jus tends to bury evrythng

the hurt created is so muc tat i dun feel anythng anymore..

dun feel any warmness in heart..

choosin to end tis misery seems to b the beta choice at tat pt of time..

i duno wat or how he is thkin at tat pt of time..

but he chose nt to tell mi..

so jus let it b..

i dun like to force ple for ans..

tats mi..

duno is the word u gave..

is tat ur ans??

a word duno jiu ke yi avoid evrythng??

hmm..

evrythng is jus too late...

expected an explanation from u...

waitin to hear wat u wan to say for urself but nothng or the sort came out..

is tis a signal for mi to let go..?

i reali wander..

den mayb i shld....

i reali thk i shld.....