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Thursday, October 20, 2005
9:30 PM
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The little star...

work goin to end soon... haiz... hope it lasted longer... =(

busy week but i guess i enjoy the company... funi ple to entertain mi make mi forget all the unhappiness...

thanks guys...

cos of tis job.. it makes mi even closer wif the squash gals... hmm... got 'nice food' to eat at ven's place.. den my so called captain... haha... fun thou... the nitez seems shorter wif the presence...

To you:

i dun like to rely on ple... i like to trouble anyone neither do i wan anyone to get worried cos of mi... i can break the curfew n go out late.. can go out on sun... but i jus chose nt to.... cos i dun wan my aunt to wait for mi to reach home safely den she can soundly go to slp.. i dun wan her to slp late n forced herself to wake up early nxt day for work...

mayb as wat u said bah..

i'm too independent le...

i oso wans to speak truthfully...

sometimes i jus cant stand the way u handle or do thngs..

mayb to u u might thk is fine..

but serious do u actuali hav a second tots b4 u do thngs?

i guess u dun bah...

n to the qn y disappointed...

giv it a serious tot,

thk carefully n u wil noe the ans...

guess u wuld noe beta den i do...

i dun wish to state it out..

duno y i jus felt vry distance...

it's jus like 2 parallel lines...

so close together but yet they can nv meet...

haiz...

sometimes it makes mi wander..

m i demandin too muc..

or isit tat u din do ur part?

accumulation of so many unhappiness wil lead to the worst resort..

i guess both of us hav our own freedom...

infact more freedom den many others...

i'm nt tat kind of person who wil show my care verbally..

i show my concern by actions... thru small little thngs tat i do...

i'm nt sure u sense it or nt..

hmm... i do feel neglected.. duno y but i jus somehow finds it tat way...

haiz...

i'm stil as disappointed...

all these is makin mi tired... i'm drained...

i'm holdin my last breath...

holdin on...